Very Drained

Ten more days until our little bundle of joy should get his butt out of my belly!!! There is a full moon on the 15th and it would be very nice if he came then!! I have tried ALL of the OWT for at home induction, excluding castor oil (I'm not going down that road!). I had been lucky and wasn't getting puffy looking but that horriable curse has now blessed me. I go back to the dr tomorrow and I'm praying for something, any kind of dilation would give me that little bit of hope to make the next two weeks easier!

He has the hicups and its bouncing my laptop!!


Ryan and I have been going crazy trying to find the PERFECT first halloween costume!! It's hard!!!

uggg!!!

It's late and I'm completely uncomfortable in my own body!!! Not to mention, I bought new sheets from Penny's the other day (500 thread count) that were soft until I washed them so now I'm laying on scratchy sheets with a snoring husband cuddled up to me which would usually be sweet but right now its just making me hot (sweaty hot not hot hot)! I just wish it were morning so that I could re wash these sheets and this time with vinegar to get rid of any trace of sizing chemicals that manufactures use during the packaging process. Until then I'll just keep watching Dan In Real Life and surf the web for the perfect diaper bag until I pass out!!!

Bury My Heart

I'm finally getting around to watching Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee. It makes me sad. My grandmother is Native American, it makes me smile everytime I look at her picture. Her facial features are as strong as her will.

My grandmother and I



My grandparent's adopted my mom through the catholic church, which would explain why I am so Irish and have no Native American features! Growing up I could only see myself in pictures of my mother and in my little sister. As gratefull as I am to my grandparent's for adopting my mom, I'm glad Hadley will be able to look at pictures of his grandparents, aunts, uncles, and great grandparents and see himself in them.

I went by Amy's last night, she's living in the house in the woods now, and it's decorated so "grown up". I told her I felt bad because she has a runner in her hallway and I have never gotten one! She even put together floral arrangments!!!

I'm going to try to focus on coming up with a "holiday" collection for the two stores that are going to carry my infant clothing and accesories line. I just get so preoccupied with Hadley stuff!!! I am so excited to think of Halloween!!! I know he is going to be a star wars character becasue of his daddy, but we aren't sure which one just yet!

This movie is getting harder and harder to watch, but it's good.

HD's 3D Sonogram!!

Hadley's Room!!!

We still have loads to do, but it's getting there!!!

Oh what a day!!!

Amy and I spent the afternoon at TJC registering for school. Not for myself but for her and Ryan (he's slowley wanting to get his masters!). I was suprised at how many parent's where there with their kids to register. Mine came with me to "visit" the campus but not to register. After today I had definatly decided I do NOT miss being that age at all (18-21). I can't even take pm meds without paying for it the next day, let alone all night parties and drinking binges. It was fun to look and listen to all the people. I thought I would be a little jealous of their "freedoms", I remember right before Ryan graduated he went through a phase where he was terrified of being a "grown up" and having "grown up responsiblities". I think its normal, especially when your at such a big crossroads in your life. Sometimes I catch myself missing how carefree Ryan and I used to be before we moved to Tyler. I blush thinking of the things we would do! But then Hadley just has to kick my bladder and I'm immideatly pulled back to the present time and beyond happy at where our lives are going now! My little sister (in law) just turned 18, thats how old I was when Ryan and I had started dating. I'm so excited for all the things she is going to experiance when she goes away to school (even if it is A&M)! As for those feelings of jealousy they lasted for about five minutes!

A few shower pics!

Our shower at my parent's house in Flower Mound. It was the typical afternoon shower! Ryan, Justin, Steve and my dad being the only guys and hiding upstairs watching football in the movie room! Yes that is the cast on one leg and the boot on the other and I know we are wearing pink but having a boy lol!

Ryan and his Arie opening gifts!


Ryan and his girls! Notice Arie does NOT like to share!!!


Ryan and his girls again!























Our Couple's shower in Tyler at Ryan's parent's house! I don't have many pics because it was more of a big party and we forgot all about using our camera!!